what country u live in?
u do not have librarys where u live?
here u can go to librarys for dozens of books
on how to learn How to job hunt, interview.
at 18 , u not a loser. u just know little about real world.
what u like has zero to do with work.
get a job a McD , kiss butt, show up early,
stay late and learn.
u will earn enough to buy a cash 3000$
with insurance.
u kids now aday with this 'kill' your selfs.
use a library to learn how blessed u are
IF u got running clean drinkable water.
librarys have books on how to create income
with no jobs.
librarys have books on what to b when grown up.
librarys have books on 'total failures' who staid the
course and became Successful.
u can use this internet thing also.